hope

So I went to see E's naturopath for me today.  That was weird.  It was weird to be somewhere without E for the first time in several days -- and even weirder that I wasn't at a grocery store or something.  It was weird to have to focus on myself.  It was especially weird to focus on me (!) after all of these weeks of focusing on E.

This is a good doctor, and she understood fully what's going on for me.  I worried the appointment would be long and emotionally-exhausting. It was 90-minutes instead of two-hours, and I only cried a little bit.  Mostly, I felt affirmed and relieved.  I'm tired, but not run-over tired.

I feel some hope about feeling better inside my skin over the next season.

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I'm so pleased for you....

[nyjlm]

mmm shouldn't they be able to write a prescription for affirmation? somehow?
I signed up for an exercise class at Maya's dance studio. It was so weird going there for me! It's fun, and I'm looking forward to next week's class.