I still feel fine about burning the journals and letters. That was a healthy, present-focused thing to do.
I just feel tired, uninspired, icky.
That chicken soup didn't turn out. The green tomato pickles didn't turn out. I want to make soup and pickles and eat them every day because they're health-giving, but D won't eat the pickles, and E won't eat the soup. Why try?
On one of my favorite mailing lists, a woman shared about her "forever soup." She pretty much keeps a crock pot on low constantly during the dreary months and adds new bits of this and that each day so the soup tastes different every day. What went in yesterday becomes part of the background flavor for whatever she puts in today.
I wonder, "Would I like this? Would it feel like a burden to me? Would it solve many meal problems here? How could I get kid and husband on board?" In theory, I like her idea. In practice -- here, with this family -- I'm not sure.
Last week I did an experiment with oats and apples in the crock pot and kept it going for two and a half days. I liked how it turned out. It required so much water over that span of time that the oats turned glue-y, but that was unusual and charming to me because I usually make very thick, chunky oatmeal. E said, "This looks like jello!" and refused to eat it even though it was filled with apples, nuts, and maple syrup. D liked it and even took some to work one early morning.
In my readings in the realm of Chinese medicine and dietary therapy, I read a lot about congees. For health reasons, this is the sort of thing I'd rather eat most mornings. I also would like to eat miso soup or even saimin.
A few times, when we've had really good smoked salmon here, E and I have had oatmeal and a bit of smoked salmon. This is the best power breakfast for me, and I tease her about her Scottish roots. Oatmeal by itself leaves me hungry an hour later. But oatmeal and salmon gives me sustained, focused energy.
But there was something really neat about that oatmeal and apples in the crockpot. It almost tasted as if the apples were beginning to ferment because they took on some husky tones. Also, apples and oats work so well together to bring health. I liked that the oatmeal thing was just there and ready on the counter -- even for a snack.
And... gads... I pretty much just made a post about glop. Forgive me. That is how my mind feels right now, too.
I'm sorry your soup didn't turn out. However, you inspired me to make chicken stock with a whole chicken and now I've purchase extra flour to make good crusty bread for accompaniment.
I'm sick with a pesky chest cold and my son can't eat canned chicken noodle soup because it makes him prone to migraines. Something about canned soup... Anyway, I'm excited to have good healthy homemade stock and I'll be using the meat and making some good funky chicken noodle soup for the family. But I sure hope it works! :-)
Your food-making-preserving is fun to read about and it makes me want to do it, too.
Posted by: Lisa | October 21, 2009 at 01:48 PM
I noticed I've used the word "good" three times in my previous comment. I guess I have good on the brain.
Posted by: Lisa | October 21, 2009 at 01:50 PM
Ohh, I had been meaning to ask you about the soup but it kept escaping my brain. (Like a lot of things these days...)
Alas, I have given up on trying to convince my family to eat what I make... so, I make what I make and either they eat it or they don't. I like the crock pot perpetual soup idea, although I am afraid that my crock pot would burn it eventually. It cooks hot, even on the lowest setting. :-/
Posted by: Stephanie | October 22, 2009 at 11:16 AM
yeah, I was the only one who ate the soup. I made chicken salad with the rest of the wonderful shredded chicken, but I think my husband was only okay with it. I've frozen the rest of the stock and I hope it comes in useful. Anyway, I couldn't get my family excited about it, either. :-p
Posted by: Lisa | October 27, 2009 at 04:40 PM
I make the best chicken soup at least once a week and would be more than willing to share my recipe with you. For extra kid fun, I add baby meatballs and we always eat the soup with romano cheese - even my picky eater will eat it :)
Posted by: Venera | October 30, 2009 at 03:55 PM